crestfallen

i'm getting tired of trying something to get it . because i know i'll not get her because she's human being not to be traded and exchange with other something or other stuff . i know i just can smile and be patient with this FUCKING situation and condition that i faces now . that's all i can do because i'm a human being not a god  and i can't change it . i don't know if i should relent and let her walk away after all . no one understand me and my heart . my heart wept at the sight because of her offensive and outrageous behavior . i'm wondering if she doesn't love me anymore or she didn't have any feeling towards me anymore . i'm getting asking myself and keep asking all this SHIT . i was in silent . silent and keep wondering . i just can sit here alone , no ones with me and reliving our memories for years and half . it is doesn't mean anything to her ? #crying
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