cover me up with black sheets

i try my best , wish i won't ever remember her . but it seems so difficult to me cause i've tried it before but it doesn't worked . and now as i lay , am dying with my love to her . it's all about violent love . should i say like that ? i'm so sick all of this fucking bullshit . did you conscious what i've mentioned yesterday ? i said that i'm felt so regret because i did knew her , fall in love with her , people that never enough don't know how to appreciate my love towards her . i'm sorry about that . i'm in a very angry and furious mood yesterday . it happened suddenly . i just can't think anything because i'm not in right mood , besides that my heart was too hurt and so disappointed with her attitude that she's doesn't have establishment . sorry for my words . i do mean it now . i like can't believe that her capable to do such actions , and directly betray our love without thinking of my feeling but she's too busy and care about her own feeling . selfish i mean . where should i take my heart that was grieved , and wounded because this fucking shit hole loves ? i feel it all . the sadnees and also the agony . after all , i realized that all her tears , happiness with me are 100% deceptive sheer . is this what you want ? dreams are falling apart as were only holding on ambition ? when our hearts lie to us , our heart break our trust as were holding on . have a little faith i'll take back your heart . i'm a ghost to the faces i miss . you'll gonna colour the dark past fill the blank line with white lies and stop to think other things but cover up my memories and our memories . the pieces of me you break it up . now that i hear my heart clearly the words i couldn't say speak through my heart now that you've changed . you don't even can't see me because yourself  and your eyes of the heart has fully with the ego .

i just need you to cover me up with the black sheets black . don't lie to me now , i'm erasing you throwing those memories out . out to start something new . i need to breathe in slowly now . don't let me do this such things .
sincerely
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