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hello readers , yesterday morning guess what i did at home ? i cut my wrist in front of my sister . sobss . i just can't stand it . and all this fucking shit problems that i faces now drive me to the wall . all of you think i shouldn't did that right ? yes . but i did it . when i'm at hospital being admitted . i just realized something . i can be strong because all of my friends , family and my ex boyfriends always supporting me . i shouldn't make them worries about me right ? sorry guys . now , just last night i can think it properly . just pray for her that she's happy with her life and her new beloved girlfriend now . nobody want me to be hurt and to be sad . but it came from myself . i shouldn't take it too seriously hell . it just my journey in my life . i should take it and learned from it . be more strong and tough . i know i can . keep it up hara . everything happens for a reason . God know what the best for you , hara . don't keep crying for something that couldn't be yours . life is hard but so beautiful .
like people say , never get jealous when you see your ex with someone else , because our parents taught us to give our used toys to the less fortunate :) remember that hara .
when she's keep telling you and keep act that she doesn't even care about you , you should do that .
parasuicide