in my everyday life , i spend most of my time thinking of "What if.." for example , what if it was me ? what id back then i've known all along ? questioning my past is like bringing it back to my present and future . why call it past then . it's sickening . how excruciating the pain i've gone through . now , i'm trying hard to let go of my past . your name wouldn't be heard in conversations . i'd just say my past is my past and it's better like that . a person once i called mine . meeting and loving through a dream . i shouldn't have thought that it was fate . dreams are devils play . fate is nothing else but a ghastly take that had been told profusely by people who is blinded . let this be a last time our fairy-like story is told and till forever is heard no more . but at least now people know fairytale exist just no happy endings are yet to be proven . now , i'm letting go of my past . every single thing . i've new chapter yet to be written with a guy named Ball Catgrinder . thanks for being there listening to my lame ass ranting . told you i'll let it all go and now is the right time . i am content with my life even though what's left in it are mine , my family , my future boyfriend , my arts , my friends , and my music and also the friend that make me laugh Ball Catgrinder . to hell with my past and hello future . life's a bitch i know . but no bitch is bringing me down :)
Parasuicide
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