anyhow , i am glad i still have my friend Ball who's always been there with me and for me who lives thousand miles away from me . thanks for being with me from a far distant yet still manage to make me smile and laugh .
Parasuicide .
I am never alone but i often fell lonely
BFF don't exist , it only takes one simple action to scratch out the last F word . we grow up , we grew apart . the whole "I wont't leave you like the rest did , Hara" has always been a bullshit . i'm a living girl with a sad binded curse . as simple as that . i am definitely utterly stupid in expressing my emotions verbaly and somehow that's disadvantage . emotions of love to be precise . currently now , i've no best friends , i'm neutered . i've friends for sure . but no best friends this is to reduce losses . you know like clingy people in school hang in group , doing things together . i don't belong in any group of friends , i'm an individual and i shall seek my ways in life in order to survive . that's how it'll be in the end . you're going your ways and i'm happy for you . but do take care of yourself buddy . well , when you realized you lost something don't worry i'll still be around . i hate easily , you for one should know that well and i could hate you but i choose not to . anyway , i love you guys the same amount as i did back then . i lost mostly everyone i loved . that is profusely painful since i don't love much . from now on i've friends but not best friends or close friends . i choose my friends , i choose my strangers . i never want to make friends with my personal wannabes . they who wear like i do , talk like i do and write what like i do . only when they have known me . and the most hilarious thing is that they use denial as a strong action out of embarrassment . idolizing is flattering but most of the time it's rather annoying . those who can't be themselves around me is a big NO-NO . ignorance to me is bliss . i hope that works for you too when i did so .
anyhow , i am glad i still have my friend Ball who's always been there with me and for me who lives thousand miles away from me . thanks for being with me from a far distant yet still manage to make me smile and laugh .
Parasuicide .
Thanks For Reading Dudes !
anyhow , i am glad i still have my friend Ball who's always been there with me and for me who lives thousand miles away from me . thanks for being with me from a far distant yet still manage to make me smile and laugh .
Parasuicide .