shark

i've known of being such a shark for quite sometime and it's true . i've been called heartless several times as well since way back then mostly by guys but girls said that too . i'm not offended at all frankly speaking , because i am . when they say i'm heartless , i don't disagree . people , they don't know me and they can't figure me out , i was made that way , incomprehensible . but o'm fine with the fact that they thought they " know me " or some damn shits like that , so i let them think what they want to think . it's nice to just let them have the self-assurance they needed to boost whatever they want to boost about themselves . and i've been called heartless and cruel recently and have been told to get a heart or something , i should get a heart someday when i want one , truth is i'm just all good like this , just the way i'm . i'm incapable of love and trust for quite some time now , it's not my fault really , i'm not interested . those who doesn't matter to me doesn't matter at all and that probably got them pissed because i'm unaffected . well , it's not my problem really . at least i don't give out false hopes , that's meaner you know . i tell you what i feel even if it wouldn't please you to save you the heartache . i don't like playing with people's feelings . i'm a lot to handle i've warned everyone about that . this may portend my social para suicide but i don't care i've got my crowd that fits both my hands they're my family and friends . that's probably why there's only a few people like me because if there's a lot walking earth , we'd ruin the world in a blink . i'm not sorry for who i'm but i'm sorry if who i'm damaged you . i'm always the bad person in your story , don't change that now . i would't defend my hell self , i'm a perfect and i'm used to it .

parasuicide

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