disaster

they expect me to have a sad story behind everything that i am , before i am who i am now , thing is unlike those people , i don't . despite of losing people i've truly loved , which i'm coping with and didn't find the need to promulgate about it . ( now ) i had a good life , i still do , family wise that is . i don't necessarily belong to the absolutely over-the-top wealthy family but i still get everything i ever asked for . the only problem i've is myself as only i could ruin me . the only thing that's ever been messing about with me is me in my looming world , it's all real fucked up . i'm real fucked up but i'm actually kind enough to allow people have a little peek of my world through my attitude , point being to let them see how complex and disturbing one can be and maybe they'd appreciate the things they're seeing with their set of eyes once . i think there's a nobility in that .

parasuicide

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